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Summer ThoughtsI can’t believe its been a year, Soon I must confront my biggest fear. No more walking around with my head in a book, No more talking, no more places left to look. It’s been a hard year; that I can’t deny; Been ups, downs, twists and turns, break ups, make ups, I even cried. But at least I feel I’ve grown – no more teenage angst forSummer Thoughts
Me. Been there, done that (and oh yeah, I’m over Matt).
Phase two is set to begin; Now I’m independent, now I’m that much wiser - Now I’m not as lost as I once was And I know difficult times lie ahead, But what’s the point in hiding in
by ~Fracko
Protect YouLike a favourite China Doll; I see you're tainted Like a familiar face in the mirror; I see you're broken Like a favourite story I've read a thousand times - I know your ending. Your fate is the same as mine; stuck together, Us, against this cruel world, Growing into women from little girls. I'll always try to fix you.Protect You
Three years ago we drew near a fatal end, turns out we can't function without the other... Two peas in a pod. How odd. I bent over backwards to protect you But in the end it just backfired. How could I prevent you from an inevitable truth? &nbs
by ~Fracko
Loved You FirstI loved you first.Loved You First
First time I set eyes on you, my heart expanded
As big as the sun.
You are my sun, giving me light in my darkest hours,
I have succumbed to all your powers; my weakness is your strength,
But I don’t mind.
It seems crazy that we’ve got this far, think what we’ve been through – and
Even through all the rain, the pain – you loved me and me? Well, I loved you more.
I loved you first.
It seems crazy to think this
Mad, to think that eight years on, and it still hasn't gone.
by ~Fracko
AddictionI’m sick of loving you. Sick of the angst, of the worry, of the pain. I hate feeling insecure. You’re never there when I call, Never where you say you are. I know you don’t give a second thought about me; Yet expect me to only think of you.Addiction
‘Don’t bother’ my friends say, But they don’t know how toxic you are, How you have me; enticed and enchanted. They don’t know about my addiction to you. I need only one more hit, I promise that’s all I need. Oh, who am I trying to fool? I need a million more hits.
I can’t forget you, can’t forgive you, I
by ~Fracko
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Memories and JelousyToday was the worst kind of day, those days when your grip on reality becomes a little slippery The day I was flying, then something invisable shot me down As I lay and lick my wounds my tongue becomes saltMemories and Jelousy
The more I attempt to mend the more it hurts.
A shoe box of emotions
DO NOT LIFT THE LID
The pathway to insanity, paved and labbeled with presents from you and past memoirs.
As I sit and stare out of the windows i wonder about the clouds How do they feel, has their day been ok? they answer my question with their
by ~forgottenfairie
UntitledSo many thing I'd kept hidden I'd just started to open my mouth then the unexpected happened and I'm left feeling that I should back down The secret feelings that tainted my soul silenced before they'd even formed sound The very same secret poisoning the blood in viens Clouding my reson with doubt I know that it's wrong to keep hatred I know I should let it all out But I no longer crave for that final battle I no longer yearn to scream or to shout I'd rather die quietly with grace feel my own heart beat slow it's pace I'd quite like to savour the pain But to tUntitled
by ~forgottenfairie
mind gamesa million disjointed images play across my taunted mind like black and blue internal bruises that leave me beaten inside. a thousand thoughts of our bodies, yours and hers, yours and mine. a picture of us, we lay together, so very close and entwined.mind games
A picture of you and her, an image that sickens me so. did i cross your mind as she made your body glow? was she sweet, was she wild, did she do the special things i do? did she do thoses things you love, did she please you?
I feel heart bruised yet unbroken i fear the worst from words unspoken.
I like to wait a whil
by ~forgottenfairie
bye bye for now, for alwaysWe were playing at being playmates Just making out that we were making love But it was just fucking for so called funbye bye for now, for always
I was living in the shadows of Couples, hoping it was enough
To be so rich in others cast offs that we would make our own love
But it would never happen, our mirror was, still is so faulty, our vision so skewed our imitations weren’t perfect, You could barely touch me, i could barely stand Your touch ; prude
When did the pretending end? Did the realness begin with the fights? Why am i asking questions? You never did reply. But i’m still begging, still
by ~forgottenfairie
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- Current Residence: A house
- Interests: Eating, dancing, talking, sleeping, playing practical jokes, Drama/Media Studies
- Favourite movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Mean Girls and Love Actually
- Favourite band or musician: Eminem, Justin Timberlake, Maroon 5, Jeff Buckley, Ashlee Simpson, Christina Aguilera
- Favourite genre of music: Hip-Hop/R'n'B/Pop/Rock
- Favourite artist: Um...Picasso?
- Favourite poet or writer: J.K. Rowling, Sophie Kinsella or Gillian Clarke
- Favourite photographer: My cousin is amazing.
- Favourite style of art: No idea!
- MP3 player of choice: My beautiful pink iPod Mini
- Shell of choice: The one where you can hear the sea!
- Wallpaper of choice: I don't know!
- Favourite game: The one where I mess with your head. Or Hide and Seek.
- Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell, Sleeping Beauty and Bart Simpson
- Personal Quote: 'It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.' - Albus Dumbledore
- Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper and strangely enough, a computer
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I have left DA as I dont have time anymore due to uni. Hopefully I shall be back soon. Thanks to everyone who has helped me improve my art
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Dear Friend, my dream is to be famous. Not to show my nonexistant superiority-just ensure that my helpful texts like my novel "Inquilibrium" reach the widest audience. I'm poor & might not live long enough to see it. Help remember me & I'll help you all.
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